Monday, September 28, 2009

结束

今天的心情好像不是很好,突然间觉得好像很平淡,淡得有点寂寞。其实,我应该很忙的,因为开要考试了!不知道为什么,突然觉得这么努力读书,求的是什么。要好的成绩?可是真的有用吗?

之前很忙很忙的时候,就好想放假,让自己轻松。但是,我知道自己并不是可以长时间休息的人,因为我很怕静下来后的那份孤寂。就好像在追看连续剧,每天都要守着电视,追看故事的发展,慢慢的这好像成为生活的一部分,觉得生活好像有一丝的目标还有动力。然而,当不知不觉地发现已经到剧情结束时,突然间空虚感会慢慢涌上。那是一种很难过的感觉,突然间觉得好像没有目标了。 生活回归了平静,静的很可怕。

这时候,就好想约很多朋友见面,让自己忙起来,不要那刻的平静。

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Hometown....


Finally i can put down everything and go back my lovely home to rest.

I miss the food cooked by my mum so much and i want eat a lot before i go back for the coming terrible final exam.

Fighting!!!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

悲愤与喜悦的交错

前两天是我的mini project的demo。这是我和我同组朋友用了好多心血而完成的作品。就在这个时候,有位其他组的朋友就询问我可不可以参考我们的program,因为他们很紧凑,他们也没办法写出来。起初,实在不想给他们,可是就看在朋友情份上,就让他们参考咯,可是我叫他们不能和我们的一样,因为老师会不给分的,当作废。

可恶的事情真的发生了,就在星期二的检验前夕,他们还是没办法完成他们的program。最倒霉的就是他们的组是在我们之前检验。他们竟然先斩后奏拿我的作品拿给老师评分!!!!而且老师还称赞他们做得很好,也代表说我的作品是好的。很可恶!!!

然而,到我的组评分时,那个王八蛋老师竟然不分青红皂白,说我们抄他们的,去死吧!!!那个王八蛋老师是个色鬼,他铁定迷上了那组的女生。这样的老师真是被他气到没话说!!

真的很生气,很生气,很生气,很生气,很生气!!!!!

话说回来,并不能完全怪我那位男生朋友,因为他也很内疚,主谋是那个女的!!!

还好,老天怜悯可怜的我,它借用其他管道给我一些开心的事,那就是昨晚的第二轮面试。对于自己的表现,我还算满意。虽然,还不知道结果,可是我为我的表现感到开心,尽力就好了,不是吗?嘻嘻。。。

而且在这一次的悲愤和喜悦的交错,让我好好的上了一堂课。以后,我不会再给别人看我的作品。而面试,让我更加了解电台这工作,以及面试前一定要做准备功课,这样才能成功。

Thursday, September 10, 2009

yohoo...i made it !!

Just now i received a very good news


I passed the 1st round interview in a radio station
(let's keep which radio station as a secret 1st^^)

Next Wednesday, it will be my 2nd interview, i hope i can pass it too!!

Hope I can be a DJ !


I'm Back!

It is really a very very long time i didn't update my blog, it is around one month time. Thanks for my friends those who always ask me to update my blog and now i'm back ! ^^

In the past month, i was very busy for my job and my study. During weekday, i was busy for my study and during weekend i was busy for my job which i need to travel around from north of malaysia to south of malaysia. Because of this job, i got FREE traveling but only local traveling, haha...it's not bad also because i no need to spend money, somemore i can get money from it. It really sounds nice, right ???

Another reason that i have stopped to update my blog is my life is so boring and nothing special happen in my day. I don't have dramatic lifestyle so nothing so special to share with u guys and it make my mind in blank when i want to write something here.

Last month, i received a letter from my son. He wrote me about his life in his home and he said thanks for me to sponsor him. When i read the letter, i really feel amazing and touching. I never know a boy who is 9 yrs old from Africa and never expect that he will write me a letter. I should reply him but that time i was so busy and i almost forgot about it. Next time let me show it here.