Amazing video

Do u believe that 7 voice from a same guy ? He is really amazing, very cool....

结束

今天的心情好像不是很好，突然间觉得好像很平淡，淡得有点寂寞。其实，我应该很忙的，因为开要考试了！不知道为什么，突然觉得这么努力读书，求的是什么。要好的成绩？可是真的有用吗？

之前很忙很忙的时候，就好想放假，让自己轻松。但是，我知道自己并不是可以长时间休息的人，因为我很怕静下来后的那份孤寂。就好像在追看连续剧，每天都要守着电视，追看故事的发展，慢慢的这好像成为生活的一部分，觉得生活好像有一丝的目标还有动力。然而，当不知不觉地发现已经到剧情结束时，突然间空虚感会慢慢涌上。那是一种很难过的感觉，突然间觉得好像没有目标了。 生活回归了平静，静的很可怕。

这时候，就好想约很多朋友见面，让自己忙起来，不要那刻的平静。

Hometown....

Finally i can put down everything and go back my lovely home to rest.

I miss the food cooked by my mum so much and i want eat a lot before i go back for the coming terrible final exam.

Fighting!!!

悲愤与喜悦的交错

前两天是我的mini project的demo。这是我和我同组朋友用了好多心血而完成的作品。就在这个时候，有位其他组的朋友就询问我可不可以参考我们的program，因为他们很紧凑，他们也没办法写出来。起初，实在不想给他们，可是就看在朋友情份上，就让他们参考咯，可是我叫他们不能和我们的一样，因为老师会不给分的，当作废。

可恶的事情真的发生了，就在星期二的检验前夕，他们还是没办法完成他们的program。最倒霉的就是他们的组是在我们之前检验。他们竟然先斩后奏拿我的作品拿给老师评分！！！！而且老师还称赞他们做得很好，也代表说我的作品是好的。很可恶！！！

然而，到我的组评分时，那个王八蛋老师竟然不分青红皂白，说我们抄他们的，去死吧！！！那个王八蛋老师是个色鬼，他铁定迷上了那组的女生。这样的老师真是被他气到没话说！！

真的很生气，很生气，很生气，很生气，很生气！！！！！

话说回来，并不能完全怪我那位男生朋友，因为他也很内疚，主谋是那个女的！！！

还好，老天怜悯可怜的我，它借用其他管道给我一些开心的事，那就是昨晚的第二轮面试。对于自己的表现，我还算满意。虽然，还不知道结果，可是我为我的表现感到开心，尽力就好了，不是吗？嘻嘻。。。

而且在这一次的悲愤和喜悦的交错，让我好好的上了一堂课。以后，我不会再给别人看我的作品。而面试，让我更加了解电台这工作，以及面试前一定要做准备功课，这样才能成功。

yohoo...i made it !!

Just now i received a very good news

I passed the 1st round interview in a radio station
(let's keep which radio station as a secret 1st^^)

Next Wednesday, it will be my 2nd interview, i hope i can pass it too!!

Hope I can be a DJ !

I'm Back!

It is really a very very long time i didn't update my blog, it is around one month time. Thanks for my friends those who always ask me to update my blog and now i'm back ! ^^

In the past month, i was very busy for my job and my study. During weekday, i was busy for my study and during weekend i was busy for my job which i need to travel around from north of malaysia to south of malaysia. Because of this job, i got FREE traveling but only local traveling, haha...it's not bad also because i no need to spend money, somemore i can get money from it. It really sounds nice, right ???

Another reason that i have stopped to update my blog is my life is so boring and nothing special happen in my day. I don't have dramatic lifestyle so nothing so special to share with u guys and it make my mind in blank when i want to write something here.

Last month, i received a letter from my son. He wrote me about his life in his home and he said thanks for me to sponsor him. When i read the letter, i really feel amazing and touching. I never know a boy who is 9 yrs old from Africa and never expect that he will write me a letter. I should reply him but that time i was so busy and i almost forgot about it. Next time let me show it here.

脆弱。。。

昨晚半夜，突然接到朋友的电话。那通电话把充满睡意的我完全叫醒，她告诉我，我朋友的弟弟突然去世了。

这厄讯来得太突然了，我朋友的弟弟今年才18岁！他是在前晚因为心衰竭而去世。可是平常的他是个很健康的人，却突然发生这种事情。当他的爸妈发现他心绞痛时，已经马上送他去医院了，可是已经来不及了。

听到这个消息时，突然发现人的生命真的很脆弱，我们根本不能预计下一秒钟会发生什么事情，实在很可怕！

其实，在我还是记者时，我已经体验过这种感受了，这种感受再次被唤醒了。生老病死，每天都在世界各个角落发生着，只是没有人知道什么时候它会发生。

说实在，突然觉得很无助。总觉得，应该把握现在的每分每秒，去完成一些一直很想做的事情，去说一些一直很想说的话，至少让人生不留白，因为真的不知道，下一秒的我还有没有这个机会。。。 生命真的很像烛光，

它是经不起风的考验，
它是那么的脆弱。
可是，它也是那么美丽，
因为它照亮着身边每一个人。

I like group dance

烦。

最近实在太忙，忙课业，忙工作还有忙学会。太忙碌的生活也带给我很多烦恼，烦课业，烦工作，也烦学会。

最近，实在有太多抉择要做出决定，很烦很烦。。。在工作上，今天我也决定了要留在旧公司，放弃了新的工作。我的决定是对的还是错的呢？不知道，但是有一样东西，我是肯定的，我的心平静了很多，至少内心挣扎的情绪少了。

而昨天晚上也发生了一些事情，让我很头痛，也让我很心疼。最近做了百人的首领，表面上好像很好，很多朋友也向我祝贺。可是当中的辛苦，烦恼，有谁也能了解了？？昨晚，发生了一些令我很失望的事情。很多人都问我为什么要这样，为什么要那样，为什么要这样决定？？

那我可不可以问他们，在他们问我为什么之前，可不可以先问自己，有没有站在我的立场想想？你们也有没有想过你们在问为什么的时候，是不是只是站在自己的立场想而已呢？

发脾气是不是也是解决问题的方法呢？是不是因为某人发脾气，而所有人都会把他当作受害者呢？那我可不可以发脾气呢？很多事情我都必须自己承受，怕把真实说出后就会伤害某些人，这些都是因为我是他们的首领吗？为什么就必须只有我一个人承担这一切？我是不是也应该把所有事情也告诉大家呢？是不是我也不用再在意别人的感受而大肆地把我心里的话说出来？

真的好想问问他们，你想不想取代我，在我这个位置感受一下，体验一下那个滋味。“我们并没有发薪水给他们，所以不能强迫别人，只要大家开心就好”，这句话好像一个枷锁，把我套得很紧。不知道，有没没有人在跟我说话的时候，也有这句话浮现在他们的脑海里呢？

大家都叫我多专心在学会，不要这么辛苦工作，现在是大学的时期，不必那么辛苦。可是，你们又知不知道工作对我来说背后的意义呢？我也好想像你们一样喜欢去哪里玩就去哪里，喜欢买什么就买什么，可是我能吗？

大家好像以为我当上这个职位是我想要的，我可以告诉大家，我要的是自由自在的生活，并不是现在这样子。如果你们要我离开，我是非常乐意的，也非常感谢你们。可是这可以成真吗？

说了那么多，吐了那么苦水，我是不是也很任性?我能做的，也只是在这里吐苦水罢了。。。。很累了。。。

a touching letter

It has been a very very long time, i have no update in my blog. Last week I just finished my final exam, it was so suffering because everyday I have to study more than 10 hours. It was killing me T.T However it was over and now i'm enjoying my holiday at my home ^^

Yesterday my mum gave me a letter which was delivered on last week. The letter was sent from Africa and I was so surprise why someone from Africa wrote me a letter. Having a lot question marks in my mind, I opened the letter and read it.

My sponsored child wrote the letter to me !! I was so happy when i read the letter. The letter is very simple and short but it is so touching and so meaningful. From the letter, he told me what is he doing now at his home , what does he like to eat and etc.

This is the first time, i have this kinda of feeling. It's really worth to sponsor the child. I hope I can help more children as much as i can in the future.

再见

今天很早就起身了，大概七点多。因为今天九点钟必须做course registration，非常重要的一个早晨。至于什么是course registration就不便解析了，因为很复杂，而且我也不想在这里告诉你们。

过后，就自己一个人在课室里看戏。上网看“康熙来了”，过后不小心，点了戴爱玲的mv。她的歌声真的很神奇，对我好像产生了化学效应，她刺激了我一些思维。突然好想念身边一群朋友们。

昨天晚上，我和共事一年的朋友聚会，这也意味着最后一次和他们在大学生涯里，最后一次聚会了。过了这学期，他们就毕业了，大家都会各奔东西。

刚听见戴爱玲的歌，突然觉得有一阵低落感，可是后来又有一股重新出发的感觉，真的很奇妙。其实我都知道分离，都是人生必须面对的过程。但是一股的低落感，还是一拥而上，冲上了心头里。

可是，这也表示着我们的友谊真的是存在着。因为我会因为你们的离去而觉得难过。突然觉得，我人生中又记载了一些美好的回忆。相信当我老了以后，再看看你们的照片，回忆一定是很棒的。。。

上了大学这么久，说实在，好朋友真的不多。大部分人的生活背景都不一样，待人处事的作风也大大不同，所以很难交到什么知心好友。可是很庆幸的是我身边还有一群从小就认识的好。。好。。好。。好朋友。每当什么时候，无论是困境还是乐境，他们都一直到在我身边。

有时候，自己独自一人想想，其实我的人生还不赖，至少我身边一直都有我爱的人，我的家人，朋友，至于爱人，还没找到。。。可是也很感谢上天给我许多人生考验，它让我的人生变得不一样，很丰富，至少到现在我觉得一切都是值得的。

今天好像说了很多很感伤的话，可是这种感觉好像一股动力，它默默地把我向前推动。最后，还是要对我的朋友们喊话：“真的很感谢你们出现在我的人生，你们就像一支支颜色笔，你们把我的人生画上了彩色，很美很耀人。希望你们一切安康，也希望你们会因为我出现在你们的人生而感到开心。我会一直想念你们。朋友们，冲吧，冲向一个更完整，更精彩的人生！！”

游泳日记

刚刚七点多时候，突然心血来潮想要游泳，二话不说，我就拿出我的泳裤去游泳。打从以前开始，我常常都是自己一个人去游泳，因为朋友多发反而不能认真地游。每次我到泳池，都是以non-stop方式的。一直游直到没有力气为止，这都是一直以来我自己训练的方式。

说起游泳，我是无师自通的。还记得，中学的时候，偷偷瞒着妈妈和朋友去游泳。朋友就一直欺负我，把我丢到六尺多泳池里，他们真没人性。可是后来，我慢慢喜欢上游泳。常常自己一个跑去练习，我也忘记了，我是怎样学会的。可是过程是很好玩的，如今我是朋友中可以说是游得不错，哈哈。。。。

有点累了，做完运动真好，因为很容易就可以睡觉，呵呵。。。

复杂的人生。。。

最近，过得特别忙碌。每天都好像在打仗般，尤其在这几天，每天几乎都在赶功课，日夜颠倒。我说啊，如果让你们看见我熬夜的样子，一定吓跑你们。我熬夜的样子可以和贞子媲美，可是我还是觉得我比较帅，哈哈。。。

最近除了，烦恼学业的问题，还有其他私人的问题。最近我越来越搞不懂一个人,越来越不懂他在想什么，算了，不想多说。除了，一大堆的烦恼，巧幸的还是有一些开心的事情发生^^ 最近认识了一个和我敌对的人。为什么这么说？因为他是别台的特工队队员，可是他已经没做了。可能是工作关系，和他有很多东西聊，好像多认识一个好朋友。当然我身边还是有很多好朋友的，人缘比较好，呵呵。。。

末考快要到了，又要开始地狱般的生活了，每天都要和课本还有笔记朝夕相对，很可怕啊！还惨过看鬼片，真够力一下咯，哈哈。。。最近有个朋友对我说，当我很忙的时候，就会写部落格，而且还是写得很频密，哈哈。。我翻查我的纪录，她还真的说中了。不晓得，她是不是真的那么准。大家拭目以待吧，多留意未来的几天里，我会不会常常更新我的部落格，哈哈。。。

明天就是母亲节了，今年没办法回去陪妈妈，有点难过。可是，我很孝顺的，平常的日子里，我都很疼我的妈妈的，所以她也没有怪我，呵呵。。。考完试后，我就会回去的。妈，我爱你。。。（好肉麻。。。）

最后，祝天下所有的母亲们，“母情节快乐！！！”

Update

Last week, i was as busy as usual but there was a difference which was the people i always met on last week, there are my DJ club friends. Last week, it was almost every night I met with them and we did a lot of fun and crazy things.

Last monday, after we finished the slot meeting, we went to yam cha until 3am. haha... We went to Putrajaya bridge also and chatted around there. It was so funny ^^

On Tuesday night, we had 08/09 HICOM last meeting. After the meeting, we went to yam cha till 12am plus and we took a lot of photos there.

Then it came to another crazy night. I had an appreciation dinner with my 08/09 HICOM at Jln Ampang. It was a really crazy dinner. There were 27 crazy people and they played crazily in the restaurant, haha.. After that, we went to watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine. It is a nice movie. I this movie.

Then on Sunday night, it will be another gathering with the DJ club friends at Yuan, haha.... 4 of 7 days, we stay together, but it is very fun with them ^^

me, si ying and apple

chen huey and me

the longest ticket (20 tickets)

忙

最近真得很忙，忙得非常累，几乎每天都很晚睡。可是，觉得还蛮充实的。前几天，出席了许多大大小小的活动，就像DJAN，Bonding Camp, 还有一些朋友聚会。虽然很忙，可是就好想往外跑，因为我是浪子，哈哈。。。

最近为了赶assignments 还有考试，几乎可以把我杀死了。每天都要看一些不喜欢的书，好折腾人呀！

不知道四月份是不是真的对我不利，除了精神上的折磨，还有的就是家人的健康也出现了问题，好担心！好想快点渡过这四月，不好的事情快点离开吧。

昨天是我最后一次在这学期0n-air了, 好舍不得。其实这个学期渡过得非常愉快，因为有一个很有趣的学弟DJ头最大。每次on-air时，都有很多欢乐，哈哈。。。不晓得，下个学期，我又会遇上哪些可爱的学弟妹呢？满期待的。。。

DJ 头最大(可爱的学弟)

我和紫美的合影(好久没和她拍照了)

疯了

在过去12个小时里，我做了很疯的两件事情。

第一：
我跟一个我最不想吵架的人，吵架了。心里很难受，也觉得很内疚。当时的自己为什么那么容易生气？？好后悔。。。至于详情我不想多说了，只希望尽快能和他和好。。

第二：
我竟然参加了大学的MR.MMU的比赛。我真的疯了，我哪来的胆子？？可能最近有太多活动了，用了很多零用钱，现在非常穷。然后，这比赛的奖金非常丰富，所以就促使我参加了。好像听见有人说：“你凭什么？” 好尖锐的话！！我是凭着我“可爱”的样子（可爱=可怜没人爱),所以呀，大家请多多支持啦。 就看在我这么的“可爱”，就投我一票吧！好不喜欢拉票的感觉 >.<

投票是从20/4 开始至1/5，所以大家请帮帮忙吧！以下是我的网址：
http://talkerbase.com/photopro/showphoto.php?photo=223

Memorable Friday

It was quite long time for to update my blog. I always use the same reason : I'm busy Lol , haha.... It became a very good excuse for me to conceal my laziness ^^

Last Friday, I went to my senior school as a guest in a DJ sharing session. Now, my senior is working as a teacher in the school and he had been selected to be a broadcasting society's advisor. Last Friday, we were invited to be the guests for the sharing session.

The school is nice but i don't like the rules because that are too strict. If the student was sick, they have to get the medical certificate if not they will be deducted marks and it will effect their final result at the end of year. There still has a lot things they cannot do if not their marks will be deducted.. so cruel. Even i know that is very disciplinary and it is very good for the students , I don't like it. Student should enjoy their school life... ^^ why i say so ?? because I'm a bad student, haha,..

During the sharing session, we shared our broadcasting experiences with them. When I looked at the students, they reminded me my secondary life. It was so happy in my secondary school. Everyday, I played together with my friends and there was no worrit at that time. But now, everyday I have to face so many problems and it is so disgusting. I don't like my life now.

After finished the sharing, we went to Pizza to have our dinner. We are professional DJs because we never dead-air in the restaurant and we talked so laugh until some customers complaint us too noisy, haha.... but it was very fun, any kind of topics we still can talk so long, maybe one hour or two hour or more than that...^^HappY FamIly

Why the white t-shirt guy so special ?? because he is leng cai lol, just kidding ^^

Xiao Ying and me ( a very cute girl )
"I feel someone is scolding me, hehe.."

Why do I look so concentrate ? the guy's talk is so nice lol, haha

不在乎天长地久?

如果有一天，你的男/女朋友忽然来到你家，

那是一个很暗的下雨天。

他敲你门，当你打开的时候，见他全身湿透了。

你叫他进屋，快去你房换衣服。

当时你非常开心。


就在这时候，电话响了。你男/女朋友的妈妈告诉你:

你男/女朋友在来你家的半途中遇到车祸身亡了。。。

听到这消息，你会怎么做?

你会害怕得立刻离开屋子，

还是进房去紧紧地抱着他?

*这个帖是我从朋友的部落格看到的,觉得好想跟大家分享...

AiFM trip

2nd April - That day I went to AiFM as a guest. It was so exciting because this is the 1st time i was invited to commercial radio station as a guest and being interviewed. so cool....

Our session started at 4pm until 5pm. My partner, Xiao Ye and me reached the radio station around 3pm. Why we reached so early ?? because i dont know the way to AiFM so well, if i lost the way, at least i still have enough time to find it. Fortunately, i found the station and didn't get lose, hehe...^^

We did few time rehearsals in my car, we hope we can perform well later. Actually AiFM is under RTM and the building is quite big. AiFM is the only one Chinese radio station in RTM and it is the earliest radio station in Malaysia... very cool , right ??

Around 3.45pm, we went to the AiFM conti. When we reached there, the DJs were interviewing 2 local artists who are Zhang Qi Zhen and one female singer but i forgot her name... paiseh... ^^After the interview session, it was our turn.. I felt so nervous and exciting...

Our interview session was around 1 hour and it flowed very smoothly and I had a lot of funs. Lucky, we didn't have dead air. so proud of it...ahaha... After that, it was our photo session lol. I took a lot of pictures around the building like a kampung boy 1st time go radio station , haha...

AiFM Logo and Banner

The mixer is very high tech

He is Li Qiang, AiFM shuai qi guan jia

Happy Birthday part 2

30 March was my birthday, so bad i had a test on that day too. That morning i woke up very early to study because i wasted my one week holiday to enjoy it at home,hehe....

My test started at 8pm. After the test, i went to dinner with my friends.

When I was driving, I received a lot unexpected calls from friends. Some of them i didn't contact long time ago, i was so happy to get their calls and their wishes. I have to find them yam cha one day, haha....

After that, I also received a lot weird calls from my friends. Most of them asked where did i go. I told them I was having dinner with my friends and then they asked me when will i go back. So many questions....I just told them, i will go back after my dinner.

After dinner, i went back. I went to my laptop and check my mails. Suddenly someone knocked my door, when i open the door. My friends were holding a birthday cake and singing the birthday song to me. It was so surprise and so touching... Jimmy,Wenying,CK,Choon Fei and Tony, thank you all so much. ^^

Later they gave me a glass of Chivas mixed with water (the spelling correct or not ?) I am not sure with the name because i don't drink and get drunk very easily. Last night they gave me drink a little only but I really don't like the taste and the smell. Please don't call me drink anymore!!

We celebrated until around 1145pm. They all went back and I started feel drunk. I went back my room and called my friend who i promised to him before. I just started to chat with my friend, suddenly someone knocked my door again. I thought it was my housemates.

Another surprise celebration again. Most of my DJ club friends came to my house and celebrate my birthday. WOW....at that moment, I was shocked because there was a lot of ppl, haha... Somemore, i never expected they will come to celebrate my birthday because that time was already 1150pm. My birthday was getting over. Another touching and surprise celebration. Thank u guys so much. I LOVE U all so much...haha ^^

However i need to apologize to them. They were waiting me so long because when i was driving to have dinner with my another group of friend, they planned to give me this surprise celebration. Unfortunately, i was not at home. So sorry la..... paiseh paiseh.....

We celebrated until around 2.30am. I was so tired but very happy at that night. It is a very memorable night in my 23th birthday. I will always remember that night because i had 2 surprise and touching birthday celebrations ^^

Happy Birthday

Finally my 23th birthday came. Ya, today 30 March is my birthday. Haiz...old already. Anyway, i still need happily welcome my 23th birthday. ^^

I want to make my wishes for this year. But i'm still thinking about it, maybe let me update it tomorrow, hehe....

I want to thank for those sent me the wishes.... thanks ya ^^

a 23 years old man's picture

妥协

妥协 - 蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

*有时候，盲目地为爱情付出，真的很累。虽然知道这只是一厢情愿，但仍然想为这段感情再挽留一次。每次都告诉自己哪怕是最后的一次。一次一次的自欺欺人，历史不断的重演，真的好累。。

平静

这几天，我都过着很平静的日子。假期，我都窝在家里休息，没有到处跑。
因为之前的日子都非常忙碌，有时候忙得会问自己，
为什么把自己弄得这么累，这是我要的吗？

这几天，在家一直做懒惰虫，每天吃，睡，看戏，上网等等的。
这些东西都是我前几个星期想要做的事情，可惜一直没机会，现在总算可以做了。
但是做了几天懒惰虫，好像又开始觉得闷了。这是不是叫做劳碌命呢？
真的要不停的做东西才行呢？好像是。。。哈哈。。。虽然如此，工作和休息还得维持平衡的。

最近有个朋友，凯文，我的小学同学一直到现在的好兄弟，哈哈。。。
问我要不要和他旅行。我当然想呀，可是钱包却不想，我也没辙啊！
我也好想去旅行，到处去看看，体验不同生活，增值自己。。。我想还得先努力赚钱吧！
可是还是很谢谢他，会叫我和他旅行。。。呵呵。。。

这几天都没写部落格，首要的原因是这几天的生活太舒服，太平静了，也没什么事情好说。
可是接下来的日子，应该不会那么好过了。
从下个星期开始，将会有一大堆的考试，作业，报告还有工作等着我，一想到这些就头痛了。

另外，下个星期四，我被邀请到电台做特别嘉宾，然后星期五将会到学长的学校做DJ交流会的嘉宾。这两个节目让我有点紧张，哈哈。。。希望各位朋友多多支持咯！！

放下

已经想清楚了，放下了！

Home

Yesterday, Jacky posted a comment to me and he asked why i always post the chinese blog and he doesn't know the meaning...(why u didn't learn chinese leh ??)hehe^^

I was so busy this whole week. I got four midterm tests from last week's Friday until last Thursday, 2 labs, 3 reports and works.... That was going to kill me but lucky i passed the hard week....

Now, I am waiting KTM go back Ipoh. It is the first time I take KTM back Ipoh. It is so exciting. I hope the facilities won't be so bad because Malaysia's facilities are so..... haiz... i know you all know about it...

Now, I am alone but I don't feel lonely. Don't ask me , i also dont know why. NOt because my heart got anyone, it might be last few days, i was too busy and now i can calm down myself and doing what i like, listening to my favour music. I feel so relax now even I am alone in KTM station.

Today, my mood is back , i might because of my colleages. Today i had a lot of funs when working with them...haha.... Thank you all..^^

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

今天收到这一封邮件很想和大家分享。

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了

——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

美

单恋就像向日葵，

每天它不停地望着太阳，
默默地注视着它，痴情地凝望着它，
真美。。。

暗恋就像还未盛开的花蕊，
它包含着无限的可能，
你永远猜不透它将带给你的惊喜，
真美。。。

初恋就像早晨的露珠，
它永远都是那么的纯洁，那么的干净，
它给我们的是那份纯纯的爱，
真美。。。


两情相悦的爱情就像烟火，
它是那么的耀眼，那么的遥不可及，
它是多么让人羡慕，
真美。。。

*以上的纯属只是个人见解，虽然反差的事项很多，例如，露珠和烟花只是短暂的美丽，太阳出来了露珠就不见咯，烟花只是一刹那的光辉，等等。恕大家不要往悲观的角度去看，不如换个乐观的角度去观察身边的事物，或许会有更美好的体会。。。谢谢！！

累了

独自一个人等着你的来电，等得很累。。。

脑海里不停地浮现你的样子，想得很累。。。

嘴巴不停地为你袒护着，说得很累。。。

脚不由自主地寻找曾经和你一起走过的脚印，走得很累。。。

眼泪不断地清洗你的过去，哭得很累。。。

双手紧紧地握着，想要感受以前你双手的温暖，握得很累。。。

心好想休息了。。。

它真的累了。。。

Happy trip

Last weekend, I had a full of laughs, happiness and memories trip with my 988 crews. We stayed together and worked together, it was so happy.

Last Thursday, I had a stop at Pavillon and that was the 1st time i met my 2 new crews but we started play so fun and laugh like crazy guys..haha...very crazy.. by the way, we always take care of our image ^^

After that, we went to Perai on Friday and went to my hometown, IPOH on Saturday and Sunday. I really enjoyed it.

Initially there were 5 members go to Perai, after that another 2 crews and 2 DJs joined us on Saturday. We laughed lagi crazy...haha...because the other 2 crews are crazy guys , they are so funny and the DJ are so friendly...so happy being with them this 2 days..

Due to some rules and regulations, i cannot tell you guys so detailly what we did after work and post the photos here (hiz....who sets the rules and regulations !!! ).

By the way, as the local ipoh boy, i brought them visit Ipoh after work. I brought them visit the Guan Yin Dong. I should say thanks to Eric because I saw his post last few days which he talked about this Guan Yin Dong. It is so beautiful !

I hope that I can have more funny trips in the coming days ^^

i took this pic when i was in hotel. too boring, nothing to do

Busy and hapless weeks

I had stopped to update my blog for few days, i think should be few weeks. I had been very busy recently. busy for working, busy for studying (erm...always sleeping in class, haha...), busy for events (i always skip the meetings. so sorry to irene...), busy for reports....

I am so tired in this two weeks, I had traveled to Johor on last weekend for promoting the ON 988, new slogan of 988. I went to Danga City, City Square, Aeon Terbau City and IOI Mall with our cruisers and DJ. It was fun but it also gave me some bad memories. I did some mistakes and what i want to do now, i don't want to repeat the mistakes again, i want to do better next time.

Yesterday and today were my worst luck day. Yesterday, i drove my company to Setapak but accidentally i crashed the car. Oh....at that moment, i really felt want to die. I spoiled the new car stickers and the car which was serviced recently. At that moment, i really want to jump out the car and left it away forever. After finished the job, i drove back and showed the car to manager. She said she has to report to office on this morning but called me no need to worry so much. Actually that was not my fault, the lorry driver reversed the lorry suddenly and i can't stop the car immediately... Haiz...no matter how, i was the one who was driving the car, i should take some of the responsibilites also....

My hapless luck had not finished yet. This morning, i supposed to wake up at 6am because my event was today and i should appear on the opening ceremony which was at 9am but i failed to wake up. When i woke up, it was 11am already !!! Once my eyes opened and i saw the clock, i wish i was dreaming and what i saw was not real... I missed the opening ceremony and i'm one the high committee but i failed to appear myself on the opening...

The bad luck had not end yet. Today , I should go to lab at 9am and i missed that too.... Did i do somethings wrongly ??Does the God want to punish me ?? Why so many hapless things happened to me ??? WHy ????

Tomorrow I need to go Penang , i hope my bad luck will end before this trip. I don't want any bad things happen to me again.... God, please bless me !!!

Happy Birthday to my child

Today is my sponsored child's 9th Birthday. ^^ Happy Birthday to him and wish him always happy and healthy.... Maybe I should send a present to him later.

According to the rules, we can't send them expensive presents. This is because it might breakage the relationship among the sponsored children, the other children might be jealous of each others. We are encouraged to send them a simple birthday card or simple present.

Oh ya, I forgot to tell you who is my sponsored child. So I just simply introduce him here. His name is Mukansi,Kulani Giften. He is 9 years old and from South Africa. Now he is studying in primary school. His favorite subject is Mathematics.

I wish him can be always happy and healthy....

Looking toward on weekend

Finally it comes to weekend and the busy weekdays are going to the end. I had been very busy since the last Monday. My rest time is getting lesser and lesser.

I remembered an article said that :

"When you feel time is not enough for you, it means that you do not utilize your time properly"

Now, I can understand the meaning of the article. It's true, it maybe I do not allocate my time properly. Sometimes I might waste a lot of time to certain stupid things. I think it's time to say goodbye to it.

In the coming weekend, I will go back hometown and I want to take a big rest at my home. Also I would like to plan how to allocate my time for my coming days properly. I don't wish to waste time anymore such as maybe I should concentrate on my study more. Other things I should put it away....

There is another song I would like to share with you. The song's name is The 105th Day. Wish to know what will happen to me in the period of 105 days ^^

The Truth that You Leave

For those who are reading my blog, please pay some patience to click the youtube below. I just need few seconds from you. If you think the music is not nice, you can press Alt+F4 to close my blog.




Today i just want to share this music with you. Thanks for my housemate, he is the one who recommended it to me ^^

I had been very busy in this few days as usual. Nothing much to write today. I just want to share music today, let's take it as a music day ^^ , haha...

I will update my blog soon....

A personalist test

Let's give you a personalist test. It would like to test whether you can pass a test when you are facing to make decision or not.

That is a question asked from a company when they are interviewing the candidates. Maybe you can try this , see whether you can pass the interview or not. ^^

One day, when you're driving and it was raining heavily, you saw three people standing in a bus stop. With condition, you can only fetch one people.

The first person is an old guy and he was ill-ing badly . The second person is a doctor who helped you before and you want to render back him. The third person is he/she whom you want to marry with but if you lose this chance you will never see him/her forever.

Now you can choose whom you would like to fetch. After that, please explain why do you choose the answer.

Different type of people has different answer. Some might think that, the old man was ill and should send him to hospital immediately. Some might think that, death is the last destination of an old man so they should fetch the doctor because he saved your life before.

However, some might think that we can repay an obligation to the doctor next time, we can't lost the chance to get someone whom we love. If we lost the chance, we might not be able to see him/her again.

There was over 200 candidates in the interview session but there was only one people pass the interview and get the job. He didn't explain the reason of the answer he chose , he just said that

"I will give my car key to the doctor and let the doctor sends the old man to hospital. While I will stay at the bus stop with the girl."

When I saw the answer, I understand why the company will hire him. He is brilliant and smart. Almost of the people never think about this answer in the first second included me but he did it.

Is this because we never think to give up our predominance (the car key) when we need to make decision ? Sometimes, we should learn to control our stubbornness and might learn to give up the stubbornness and predominance.

We might be able to gain more at the end......

Busy week

This week, I was so busy until I almost want to give up everything and go back my hometown to relax. From last Monday, I had never stopped to work, study and meeting.

9 Feb: I worked at Ampang and Cheras for the Chinese Valentine events. It was so tiring but it gave me a lot of fun also. That was the first time, I felt I was a star, hehe...During the both events, my partner and me were requested to take a lot of photos. A lot of camares were focing on us, haha... But honestly, I don't really like the feel. It was tiring... After finished my job, I went to join my friends to pick mandarin orange in PJ, haha...very funny. There was a lot of people but less leng lui there. After that, I had created a lot of new ideas to modernize the traditional.

1) Change mandarin orange to watermelon because we only can write our name and contact number on the orange. It is not enough information. If we changed it to watermelon, we can write more information on it such as Full Name, Contact number, MSN, Friendster, YM, Facebook, Home phone, Address. See, it is nicer ?? it is more informative. ^^

2) I found that the mandarin orange is so expensive at that night. If we want to save cost, we can bring ourselves. But I have another better ideas, we can give flyers !! If we throw the orange in the lake, the probalility of the orange will be picked is low. If we give flyers then the higher probability that the people will get to know us. Am i right ?? ^^

3) We shouldn't throw the orange in the lake because it is same with littering. The lake is poluted. Some more, if we throw the orange to far, people cannot get our orange then it was wasted and the orange cannot be eatten anymore, it was so dirty. So i suggest that, we should change the lake to a big barrel. It is clean and easy. Is it better ?? ^^

Haha...when i tell this ideas to my friends, they laughed.

10 Feb: I started my boring class again. I was busy from morning until night. At night, I had meeting and it ended up around 1130pm. It means that I was staying in University more that at home. I really don't like that, it was so tiring.....

11 Feb: It was same with yesterday. I was busy from morning until night. Morning- class, night- meeting. Urghh.....I really felt boring about that. After that, I went to yam cha with friends. Only that moment, I felt myself was free and I enjoyed the night so much. We talked about last Australia trip. We laughed a lot. I really like the feel.

12 Feb: Today is same as usual. At morning, I was busy for my class and at night I was busy for my On-air slot. I'm a DJ in my university society which is radio MMU. Anyone if you feel free you can login our website to listen it. radio.mmu.edu.my and my slot is every thursday 8pm-10pm. Hehe...^^

13 Feb: Today, I skipped the class because I overslept this morning. I was too tired this few days, i slept around 3am and wake up at 8am almost everyday. This morning, I really failed to wake up to my class. Tonight I need to go Taman Cheras Connought to have meeting with my colleage. Haiz...it was so tiring for me because I have to drive alone around 30-45mins to there and come back alone again. Some more, the next morning , i have to wake up early morning to work again...

Why my life is so busy. My housemates always say that they always can't get me at home,haha.... I wish I can stop this kind of life. I wish I can do what ever I like. Some of my friends said:" you won't feel boring since you are so busy". Sometimes, that are not what I want. Sometimes I felt so boring about that even I was really very busy and tired.

I wish I can change this kind of life soon....

I took this pic when I was alone at home^^

God is unfair ?

Once upon of time (wahse...first time i use this words ^^, once again...)

Once upon of time, there were 5 children picking fruits in an orchard. During picking the fruits, they were so happy and they played and sang together in the orchard.

After few hours, they picked all the fruits and gathered in a place to distribute the fruits. Suddenly, they started to quarrel,

A said:" It is not fair ! Why I get less than him ? I want more !"

B retorted:"I worked harder than U and I picked more fruits than U. It's sure I can get more than U!"

C said:"NO! NO! NO! , I picked more fruits than you all ! I should be the one who can get the most of fruit"

They were keeping on quarreling and they forgot the fun when they were picking the fruits in the orchard. At this moment, a priest was walking through the orchard. Suddenly a child suggested that ask for the priest's help to allot the fruits.

They believed that the priest was impartial and can help them to solve the problem. All the children agreed with it and the priest was willing to help them.

The priest asked:" You want to choose which method to allot the fruits for u ? Using the God method or human method ?"

The children replied:" Of course we want God method because God is impartial and sapiential."

Totally, there were 30 fruits. The priest gave the first child 20 fruits, the second child 6 fruits, the third and fourth 2 fruits for each and the last child can't get any fruits.

There was only the first child happy with the allocation and the other four children deprecated the allocation.

The priest said:"This is the way which God uses to allot, some people might get more, some people might get less and some might can't get anything."

All the children said:" We don't want it. We want to choose human method to allot the fruits."

After that, the priest gave them 6 fruits for each and the children smiled. This time, they satisfied with it.

After reading this story, I feel that is true. Sometime, there might be someone can get more, someone will get less and someone might can't get anythings. But the most important is how do we hold what we have now. We should always appreciate what we have. Don't always care for what the others have.

If we can't protect well what is in our hands now, do we have the right to care for what the other have ?

Hope

Once upon of time ( waseh.... first time i use this words, ^^ once again..)

Once upon of time ( It remind me a song, "You are my angel" . The starting is "Once upon of time...." , ok ok ! i know i haven't started my story yet . Restart lol )

Once upon of time, there was a patient in a hospital. He very badly ill. His illness was getting worse and worse. One day, he was lying on his bed and looked at a tree which was at outside the window.

He saw the leaves falling down from the tree and the tree became bald. He felt that he was same with the tree. His life was flowing away liked the leaves. He said he will die when all the leaves fell down.

From the day, he was always in depressing and despairing mood. All the people around him very worried about him. One day, a drawer knew the news about him and the drawer would like to help him. The drawer drew a leaf which looked alike with a real leaf and the drawer hung it on the tree.

The last leaf never fell down from the tree. Because of the last leaf, the patient was alive. It was so miraculous that he recovered his illness at the end.


From the story , it would like to tell us, we could lose a lot in our life but we can't lose our HOPE. HOPE is one of the important things in our life. It pushes us forward, it helps us to get away from desperation and dread and it helps our life continuing forever!

I would like to share this story with those feel perplexed and depressing now especially to my blogger friend, Willy. I hope you can stand up soon and hope your father can recover soon. Please trust your father, he won't be defeated by illness so easily and wish you can contact with your hubby soon.

Giving myself 17 advisement

Today , i read an interesting article from a website. The title is "Giving myself 17 advisement" (translated from Chinese by Mr. David, hehe...^^)

I feel those advisement are quite suitable for us in applying to our daily life. Let's check out , does it work for you also ??

1. Set your target and achieve it

2. Always smile ^o^

3. Learn to share with others ( don't share love !)

4. Be willing to help

5. Protect your childishness

6. Learn to mix in with others

7. Always be humorous

8. Learn to forgive others

9. Find more intimate friends

10. Always cooperate with others and Experience the happiness from the process

11. It's great to Love

12. Always be confident

13. Respect the people who is weaker than U

14. Give a break to yourself sometimes

15. Come to chat when you are free

16. Be provided with courage and guts

17. Don't be enchanted by money ( i think it is quite hard to do it, i like money , i LOVE money,haha...)